day 12, one month to live.

James 3:17
"But the wisdom from abo e is first of all pure. It is also peace loving, gentle at all times, and willing to yield to others. It is full of mercy and good deeds."

To me this means, that I need to start trusting more in what I get told from the man upstairs, or even that I just need to trust people that I know are Christians, and those that can really help me. With this.. I don't have much of a problem. My problem lies within actually hearing the Lord, and deciphering what God is saying, and what I am thinking would be the best thing to do.. which I know is a bad thing, but I figure that after trying to listen and to talk more the Lord, eventually I will be able to hear him better. So for me this week will be try to hear the Lord more and more, and when you hear him.. listen to what it is that he has to say. :)