30 days..

Matthew 7:3-5 (p.s. I am getting pretty good at being able to flipp to all of the books of the bible)

"And why worry about a speck in your friend's eye when you have a log in your own? How can you think of saying to your friend, 'let me help you get rid of that speck in your eye,' when you can't see past the log in your own eye? Hypocrite! First get rid of the log in your own eye; then you will see well enough to deal with the speck in your friends eye"

Wow huh? This reminds me of something.. of someone in particularly.. Bev. Sorry I don't know if I should have said that or not.. and I promised you that I should be honest with you so I was. I mean.. this to me was what our whole friendship was like, how she was always telling me not to do the same things that she did yesterday, or the same things that she was planning on doing tonight.. but, even though sometimes I do still feel like she does that.. and even to me.. in a behind the back kind of a way.. that is over. &going along with my last 30days post.. I am trying to love her like God sees her.. its just sometimes it is realy hard.. knowing all the hurt that she has given me.. but if i stop to think about it.. I am sure that I have given God more hurt than that.. I mean for a couple of years.. I pretended that he didn't even exist.. Bev has never done anything like that to me.
I still do have to look at my own point.. now I can't be specific here.. because it is something that Nallie trusts me with and no one else.. although I know that you wouldn't turn you back and think differently of her.. I still shouldn't tell you.. so I am going to keep to that promise and be vague. Nallie struggles with someone that I have/still do on a small occasion struggle with. But,I know that I am making conscience decisions to make it so that I do not do that mistake again.. is it wrong that I almost slipped up but am trying ot help her with the same thing. I mean, I am helping her.. I am not blaming her.
&if it is wrong.. then it poses me a higher incentive to stop..
:)