I am talking right now to Ashley about Nallie, how we saw her with you know.. her boy(we haven't come up with a name yet) and how they went upstairs all by themselves.. and even Ashley is agreeing that she has seen more and more of Bev in Nallie, but she doesn't know how to help someone who doesn't want help.. and that is just how I feel. I feel better knowing that it is not just me, and she is recommending that I say something to her..
I am kind of thinking about saying something like this..
"I feel like you don't want my help"
I don't know.. I am deff going to pray about it.. knowing that Ashley feels the same way.. makes me feel like me and you are not just making it up in our heads because of the stuff that we are going through with Bev.. so that's good.. that its not just us you know..
Aghh. I just wish I could save her before she goes down this dark path.. yah know?
Thursday, February 4, 2010
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That makes me feel twenty times better knowing ashley noticed it too. but then again. i wish it wasnt so for nallies sake. so there are total pro's and con's to that fact i think. and she is totally taking after bev in the fact of refusing all help offered to her. :\ i just hope all turns for the best for her. i PRAY all turns for the best for her.
ReplyDeleteyeah girll its like the only thing that we are left to is prayer.. whcih is good in a way.. but it makes us feel totally helpless, but its not about us.. its about her getting help.. and getting better.. and being saved from what I am sure we both know is coming.. ahhh.
ReplyDeleteWe just have to love her..
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